| CGS Score an Own Goal |
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| Written by admin | |
| Monday, 05 May 2008 | |
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Tetra, former memeber of the Singapore Sword team in the CGS, has been banned for slapping his coach. Though, it seems as if Tetra is the innocent person in this shambles, read all about it below and make your own mind up.
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Firstly, I would like to thank everyone for their endless support since my debut on 2005 WCG. Following that on 2007 CGS, people watched the program and realized how much potential Singapore team have.
I am glad that Singapore has finally made it BIG in the gaming scene because of CGS and my fellow team mates.
Right now, I am being removed from CGS Singapore Sword team. I am no longer a player. Yet I am not fired as our contract has long gone overdue 2~3mths back. I am sad yet I cant cry. There isnt anything I can do besides carrying on with my life without Dead or Alive, CGS and Pro gaming.
Although I regret what I have done due to the fact that my team is still in China playing against the top teams without me. I let them down yet I believed that Phenic deserved it. He deserved the slap that I gave him. The first ever slap I ever gave to anyone in my life.
Although the CGS staff claimed I disgraced my team, everyone else (the team included) has told me what a great job I have done and shown me huge support. I do know this has caused alot of problems for CGS. Removing me caused them production costs as they had to redo filming and photoshoot. I am sincerely apologize to CGS for that.
This whole issue is caused by not just me but everyone else involved in this league. Phenic as a manager failing his role. He did not announced to the other players properly who is our female DOA player. Neither did he try to mediate the worsening situation where everyone hates Perpetiel and him. CGS should have known better that the problem will escalate to even worst problems. Covering points for her has caused immense stress for all the team members.
Everyone in the team was seperated. We werent united… A good way to describe it would be Singapore Sword itself had a Counter-Terrorist, Terrorist and Hostages within it. It is sad but true that we will never be able to win Pan Asia in this kind of condition. I cant even described how crazy it was when we ate seperately, we cant communicate properly, we cant understand what each of us are thinking in their minds. There is so much HATE that it isnt even funny…
Everyone knew I tried my best to help Perpertiel train as “WE did NOT have any choice in this entire matter”. If a proper DOA player was picked, we wouldnt have all this nonsense problems. Phenic just had to choose Love over the team. I cant say he is wrong. Love is important after all. But that caused all of us our career. Yes it affects all of us.
Why does the Singapore Sword players care so much about who is being selected? It is because unlike Region 1 players, ONLY the top 2 teams will get fully paid as a professional gamer in CGS. This caused alot of disturbances within the team itself. In no way did Phenic try to help the team in this matter except helping his fiancee to be part of the team.
We also escalated this issue to CGS. They didnt really care much. After I slapped Phenic, they started saying we were a bunch of troublemakers and stuff like that.
Honestly, we cared about the team, our career as a pro, our pride as a Singaporean.
Because of all this crap, Singapore Sword will have problems in getting salary again… I cant play for CGS anymore. And neither am I willing to spend the time to train new blood after all this had happened. I scouted and trained 3 other females to participate in Singapore drafts. Phenic just took it as nothing compared to his wife. What does this leave us, Singaporeans? I honestly dont know what can be done at this point. But this has defeated my purpose of helping people learn DOA.
Players have known me to be helpful in teaching them how to be better in DOA. Yet, now this has become a chore for me as I dont get paid. And I got screwed by Phenic.
I am really sorry for all the Singaporean gamers that this has happened.
I tried my best. Over at China, I spent my time SMILING at the 2 of them. I even approached them in their rooms to train her. While neglecting my own training, I never even get a single “Thank you” for my efforts late at night. They avoided conversation with me as much as possible. Everytime it ended fast and without much meaning. It is really sad that things cant be solved right up front when both of them have huge pride.
I got into a heated argument with them the day before I got removed from CGS. Phenic just kept pushing away what I am trying to bring across. I tried to make her realize how important it is for her to think and not mash. As she mashed whenever she got up the stage, she got pwned really fast haha. Phenic kept protecting her and saying it will be fine for the next match. I told him that for the past 6 mths the same thing has been repeating what makes him say that it will be fine? Then he just kept saying its fine lol.
True enough the same thing re-enacted happened again against China. So I lost my temper and slapped him for all the past 6 mths. Yes it felt good. I am probably able to play properly for once. But good things never happen for us. I was sent back home straight after that. Not allowed to see anyone and had to stay in another hotel while waiting for my next flight.
This is the first time in 6 mths that I felt relieved. All the political wars going on in our team is finally over for me. I can finally moved on. Of course if it is possible for me to play for CGS again, I would love to. Except under a different manager. Ben, Mark Dolven, Bun, Steven, etc comes to mind LOL. Things might have gone differently if greed and selfishness did not exist in our current team. There are much more regarding this political wars but I dont think I should go through all those since its over already.
Thank you Liefje, Christine, Shivonne, SPH, Gary, Team Titans, Xtreme, Takumi, Kannina, Black Mamba, Master, Berzerk, Waileng, Ramus, Singapore gaming community, DOA gaming community and many more for all the support and love you guys have given me.
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PGUK would like to wish Tetra the best of luck in the future.
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